OK so I need to take this positive thinking to a new level this week. I had surgery done yesterday (more details on my other blog) here http://btrbb.blogspot.com/2010/11/sacral-nerve-stimulation-interstim.html
There is between a 73-83% chance that this will work. 73% from everyone else and the 83% comes from the company that manufactures the battery pack for the InterStim so I tend to lead towards 73%. However, leaning that way goes against everything I stand for on this blog and in my change of mind. I NEED this to work, I WANT this to work. It is a big test for me this week. I can’t think negatively about it because that will be a huge mistake.
I am telling the universe today that this procedure is what I need right now and will work for me. It will change my life permanently and give me some of my life back. I will be in the 73% because I need to be in the 73% and its about time!
