I have not blogged for a while for a few reasons. We have had a flu and a cold in this house for the last 3 weeks, I am tired of it! Hopefully on the mend now so we will see. It is also a very stressful time of the month of March as our anniversary was this past Friday and it should also be my first son’s 2nd birthday (Brayden). I have been in an emotional slump for a few days and this has not helped me kick this flu and cold either.
A few days before the 26th, I started fighting with myself about dusting the shelf in our room. The reason why this is such a task is that this is the shelf dedicated to my son. I do not dust it very often as it is very hard for me to do. I beat myself up about it too, feel bad because I let it get so dusty, but know when I do it I will have an emotional breakdown. Needless to say, I still have not dusted the shelf. I really should just do it as I have had a few breakdowns already due to the time of year anyway, but can’t get motivated to do it.
I have been in a slump and no mood to even write or pay much attention to anything else. I am slowly getting out of it now because now I have my daughter’s 4th birthday coming up and I need to get on the ball and start getting ready for it. It least this will help me distract my thoughts and maybe I can move into a happier and healthier direction.