One of the things it says to do first in the secret documentary is to write down a list of everything y you are grateful for. I am going to do this next but wanted to add something of my own first.
This is what I am calling my “blacklist.” This blacklist is everything that is holding me down from, right now, from imagining my life of “abundance.” I am going to create this list and then destroy it. I would love to burn it but seeing as this may cause some issues in my house with my kids, I may have to make do with the paper shredder.
My list:
House foreclosing
Where to move and when
Too many medical bills
Utilities too high
Roof leaking
Back yard sucks
No money to go out
Not enough money for more extra-curricular activities
Not enough money for gas to visit KY
Not enough money to go on vacation
No extra money period!
Too fat right now
Fighting with husband about money
Fighting with husband about time
Our car is too small
Have a huge crack in my windshield
Broke back tail light when hitting the neighbors van
$56,000 in student loans
Infant does not sleep
Toddler is back talking and being hard to deal with (which could be the result of all my stress from above I know)
Time to work out
Time to write
Time to work out as much as I need to
TIME TIME TIME TIME
Pressure to attend church from many people
OK going to try and attach the shredding video
