Random Thoughts

Feel free to call me blond, I can handle it (I do have some highlights).

I have one more week of P90X. I kept saying in my head 12 weeks! NO 13 weeks! I have a recovery week this week. I know, I know, I can literally be absent minded sometimes and this is one of those times!
 I kept saying that April 30th was P90X graduation day for me but I have to wait til the following Saturday which is May 7th! I guess I should have looked at my Beachbody calendar, where I have all my workouts stored instead of my hand written calendar because I forgot to write down week 13!

Have a good day everyone! I will post my pics and measurements after May 7 now!

Peace!

Tawna

This is a bug post for the blog 5minutesfor mom to enter to win a gift card. This story always gives me goose bumps to tell to others!

Image from photobucket

I have a fear or grasshoppers because of this incident when I was about 7 or 8 years old (I am 39 now, so it was a long time ago).

I was playing outside in the springtime and had a long sleeve sweater on. I cam in fro lunch and took the sweater off and threw it by the back door. After lunch, I put the sweater back on and there was something jumping up and down in my sleeve and I was FREAKING out! I was jumping up and down and screaming and it was everything my Mom could do to get that sweater off me. I was crying and she got it off and out jumped a GRASS HOPPER! It scared me to death. I would not go outside after that for the rest of the day. Just relating the story now gives me chills. I really do not like grasshoppers to this day at all!

Even the picture I found on photobuket gives me the heebie jeebies to look at. I HATE them!

What is your freaky bug story!

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OK so remember when I posted that the insurance company denied my surgery which was about $52,000 and they were actually trying to get my doctors office to send them a refund? Well….I got a call today. It went to voicemail as I do not answer any 800, 877 or 866 numbers due to all the telemarketers that can call your stinking cell phones now (yes I am on the do not call list but they still call).
 Anyway, the voicemail said “this message is for Tawna, this is your insurance company calling about the incident you called about last week, we want you to know that your owing balance is ZERO!” This is me (picture a jaw drop to the ground and the dumb look on my face. I thought I had to pay 20%? I am not going to argue. I guess I reached my out of pocket, I don’t really care but they paid!!! Whihoo! So glad it worked out!!

Have a great day everyone!

Tawna

OK Universe, I need $500 today or a free plane ticket offer for this weekend! I am putting it all out there! Clear the doubt in my mind, I  deserve this and it is OK for me to want this!

I am sure there is some unclaimed money in my name out there somewhere. Where is Oprah when you need her?!!!!!

Image from photobucket

Image from photobucket

I am trying to think o something inspiring to write about today and for the first time in a long time, I just can’t get my brain to think!

Hmmm…I am sore, but that is good because it is from working out. I am happy and  the sun is finally out. I am just having a day where I guess I just need to say…..hello to all my readers! Hence the hello kitty image today just for fun!
I am glad you come by and visit here every day, or every other day, or whenever you stop by!
I am dong well with my weight loss goals and my behavior change goals so I can keep the weight off!

I hope you will come back when I have something more fun to say!

Have a wonderful Thursday!

Tawna

If you are a active reader of my blog you will now that I contribute most of my success to one mane..Joe Vitale. He was in the Secret Documentary and it was his DVD set that really inspired me to make my changes. If you are new here then please checkout past posts about him.

Joe talks about a cleaning and clearing step that helps us focus on what we want and if can get the doubt out then we will get what we want.

Doubt is a very hard thing to overcome and probably my hardest. I have been doing this for awhile and as you know i have not received everything I want yet, so I am still a work in progress.

The awesome thing is that I have shown time and time again that he law of attraction does work but I still doubt myself. Why do we let ourselves doubt so much?!

Joe says that clearing interference will block you with in yourself and this causes you to be unclear. An example he uses is if you can say something like “What I want is on its way to me, it just has not arrived yet, without hesitation and doubt then you are not unconsciously block and you are clear to get what you want.

Wow, this is so true.

How many times do we say things like “I will make it big some day,” and in the same breath, we say “well that is wishful thinking isn’t it?” So we get the point for a minute when we say what we want and then immediately we block it. So of course it will not come true.

This is something I argue with my husband about a lot. He is constantly saying “we will never have money or a bigger house again.” I keep saying “if you say it like that then we won’t, quit being negative!” He has gotten better. The hardest part about it is that when people around us are constantly saying negative things, even when we are trying to stay positive, it can waterfall into our head, and it makes this whole positive thinking journey that much harder.

I encourage all of you, including myself, to clear the negative out and make those around you clear it out too. Let’ all get what we want out of life OK!!

Have a great day everyone!

Tawna

Here is a random thought today.

So I watch some TV episodes online because we do not have cable, DISH etc or a DVR so there are a handful of things I like to watch online.

When you choose to watch something online you have the option of watching it in the normal Internet window or you can make it full screen. Full screen is definitely the better choice.
For some reason ABC thinks they need to flip it from full screen to the regular screen during commercials and every time the commercial is over you have to take the mouse and click full screen again.

So why do I blog about this…well…we have out computer hooked up to our big screen TV so this drives me nuts! I may be sitting with my kids, cuddling etc and I have to move myself to adjust it to full screen. Now there are other stations that do not do this and I really appreciate it. One of them is NBC. If I chose full screen from the beginning with NBC then it stays there the whole stinking time. ABC I love you but get a clue please!

K, thanks for listening today. I know this is really not a big deal but it does bug me and I had to share!!

Peace!
Tawna